What do I do about this girl!

Today has been totally touchy feely day with Miss Spice. I don't know how to handle this girl. She has made me nearly cum in my g-string today I tell ya!

Three meetings in college I have had with this woman and I have been like a num nut. Unable to speak that much. Unable to cope with her stroking me almost all over my body.

Miss Spice says that we are going out this weekend (erm,,think we have heard that before)..I personally think that I will fuck it up completely then. Her words alone is enough "let's get fucked". (cough)..been thinking that for a while there babe.

I've been playing it so far as suggested by the wonderful male advice I have had online but a)what do I do when I am drunk with her and b)am I not becoming a player?..ain't that bad to be a player but I wasn't intending on it!
Arrgh!